It’s been a while, a lot of things have come and gone in my life during this time. A lot of change, some good and some bad.
I’ve learnt to stop thinking so much about what I don’t have and start focusing on what it is I already possess in this beautiful life. I came back to reality and I need to let those little moments in life shine again, because somewhere along the way I lost the ability to see the magic.
Just realized that my huge post made yesterday is not there!!! Noooo!!! I typed out this huge emotional and thoughtful piece about my connection with music!!! I proofread it and tweaked it perfected it… All for it to fail to upload :( Jeeze, just my luck!
Some people just really grind my gears, you know those people whose presence just bothers you? I’m quite the loving type, get a long well with pretty well everyone… but, oh goodness gracious, some people’s kids, I tell you!!
As years have passed since highschool and living in the same town I grew up, I’ve seen so many “friends” come and go. You think you know a person, or think that your friendship is cherished by them, only to find out it’s really not, and you really aren’t that important. This can really bother some people, upset them when they realize that these people really don’t care that much about you; I, on the other hand, don’t really give a rats ass. It does suck when you see someone as a really close friend who you’ve shared many personal things with that end up leaving you behind; hence why I don’t trust easily. I am glad to say that now in this time of my life, I’ve kept the few that I really care for close to me, and as for the others; sure, we’re friends when we run into each other, but other then that, I really don’t care. It’s not about how many friends you have or how popular you are; it’s about having those special people in your life you can open up to, share things with, laugh with, cry with, and be your complete self with, and most of all, you can trust them.
I’m going to go paint a picture now, k cya!!
The snow is melting, the birds are chirping, the temperature is rising; spring is here! Hopefully this beautiful weather is here to stay; I love snow, but I am definitely ready for some summer fun.
Looking into purchasing a dirt bike, or even a quad. I would really like a dirt bike, a Yamaha YZ125, to be exact, but I will even settle for qaud. I just want something that has an engine and wheels and isn’t my truck! The boyfriend bought a quad and riding double is not very fun, I need my own means of transportation!
I simply can’t wait to go camping, go to rodeos, cabarets, rollerblading, fishing, and all of those neat things in the sun!
I found out my brother and sister in law are coming back from Thailand next month! This probably isn’t very exciting for them, but this really excites me! They haven’t been gone for too long yet, but it’s nice having my brother around so we can have wicked awesome sibling time because we are wicked awesome!
Anyways, I am hopefully getting some photos developed today, and will eventually put them on my laptop and post some… but knowing my busy schedule and mass procrastination, that could take a while!
Deathly ill. Craving a slurpee and skittles like no tomorrow; too sick to go outside or even move.
It’s the boyfriend’s birthday next weekend, and I want to plan something super neat. He’s been wanting to go to Edmonton for a while, not sure why. I would rather not go there. I’m thinking of booking a nice king suite at a lodge in Banff and doing the typical touristy things. We went to Banff together last summer, but it was with a group of drama ridden people, and it really wasn’t all that enjoyable. So, it would be nice to go alone together. Trying to budget things out right now, since I’m trying to save my monies. We will see what happens.
There’s nothing more I want to do tomorrow then to lie in bed and sleep, but just like every day I have to work. Doing a job for my parents so I suppose that’s okay. I’ll have to get mum to make me some soup for lunch while my boss does all the work (lol).
Just can’t wait until next weekend, where I can relax and enjoy some time with the boy, away from our everyday lives.